Today is my Former high school homecoming game, and i attend. Tonight was a painful experience, but its had pleasure along the way and i realized the importance in waiting for the right person in a relationship. I know that God understands me and how im different and not among his relationship standards. I try my hardness to keep those boundaries god has set for me, and ive been doing a great job. But tonight made it really hard. To make a long story short ,a person whom i have been infatuated with has portrayed there feelings for me and i was blown away and i didn't know how to respond to it so i kept quiet and responded only for closure. Then another friend of mine told me the some what same thing, and i had to remain just friends. But to make everything worse, a friend of my friend John decides to kiss me in front of hundreds of people. I felt humiliated and hurt. I went home after wards and just sat down in my back yard and i just though and listened to what God had to tell me.
Granted i did want to start a relationship but i wanted Gods approval, and he said no. I understand why , i leave Florida in 25 days relationship is a big no no, and ive never really dated someone so i dont know if it would take me off focus with god. And trust me i dont need another distraction. So im really thankful that god is giving me direct answers, and i will never take him for granted. Thanks God!!!!!!
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